Umm....

Long time? lol

Wow I have no idea why I just typed the address in but I thought I might aswell put something to reflect on.

I remember last year when having the old interview with the Head about my GCSE options, and the comment he made to me was that I preferred playing Video Games then doing well in life. He also told me that I was going to fail in my life, or words to that effect.

And its only just hit me about how true that actually may be.

I have no friends.
I've never had a girlfriend.
My grades are slipping.
And it is true, I prefer to play video games. Why? Because it's an escape from the harsh reality that is my life. I can get into the character that I play, its much more fun and exciting then my life.
I also write my own stories and poetry, which the Headmaster didn't allow me to say before damning me.

Oh well, I'm damned :)

*sigh*

Roll on my funeral.

Heyyyyyy!

Been a while.

I really don't know how I can put this except that I think I'm going to regret doing so many subjects in sixth form. ICT itself is a handful, I have 3 hours of it in a row on tuesdays...and I get 3 different pieces of homework :/ 2 Coursework and 1 Theory.

I have so much to do. It feels like I'm doing 8 times the work. (Thanks to friendly neighbourhood Mathematician for that)

My CD Rom drive is still buggered so no chance of playing any games or burning any songs to listen to. Just finished reading the Love Hina manga series which I'm pretty chuffed about. I think its time to get the Anime series now, aswell as the other Excel Saga Anime ^.^

Classical Civilisations is soooooo cool. We did all about the Gods the lesson before last and I had a laugh with Stephen, Andrew and Kevin which was fun. 'Mr Motivator is a greek God dammit!'

Have to do my History presentation about the Dacres tomorrow. I-am-so-looking-forward-to-that-not.
Oh well, I managed to find SOME info on them and I guess if I make every syllable last for about 20 secs, I'll be dandy.

I'm fat -_- I really need to get into shape, I feel my heart getting worn out all the time :/

Oh yea. I'm going on a walking trip to yorkshire in March with the school, which should be fun...and wet. Maybe I'll get lost! W00T W00T!

I'm so glad I left those two positions on those websites. I don't think I could keep up with it all now. I haven't even updated my own site (that I've payed for) for AGES!

But you know...Everything I do, I do it for you.

Such a sweet song.

I've gotten sentimental recently. I cry at some of the most silly things. I even had a weep when Indiana Jones' father got shot in that film :/

Anyway, I'll just have to manage with this work load. I can do it. I know I can. It just means I won't spend as much time online. :(

Oh well, I guess I'll be worth it. If I can manage to get my A-Levels done at least, then I can relax for a year :D

I'll probably take a gap year, I'm not sure where. Probably Australia and stay with my uncle for a few months, then I'll come back and maybe visit some people around England and then depending on my cash, which will probably be CRAP, I might visit the USA and Canada and catch up with some peeps there.

I don't know really.

YAY! Rachey just went online ^.^

I don't know but you really make me happy. You probably do that to everyone but I'm just glad I 'know' you. Thankums.

Yea, so I'll probably scram now. Gotta chat and have a bath (I stink) :D

:D:D:D:D:D
Picture of the moment!

WTF IS THAT!?! Its a Chocobo. Go Figure.

Wow! Its been like, what 10 years since I entered anything in here?

Can't be bothered with the little FFXI man thingy, seriously, I am pissed off with Square. Apart from sucking away all my hopes of playing this game by stating that in America you can ONLY pay by Visa/Mastercard and that on amazon.co.uk it seems to out on OCTOBER 22ND instead of August 15th.

HOW ANNOYING!

Ok, so long time no post so I'm going to make up for it with a nice long blog. I can just see the enthusiasm ooze out of your ears...yeaah. Anyway.



So my website is up! http://www.romancingtrain.com woot! Its all about Final Fantasy Unlimited with a little hint of Final Fantasy aswell. It sucks really. Its severely under construction and lacks colour, and any kind of decent graphics. But its the content that counts? Right?
I'm trying to get some kind of staff who can help make some graphics for the site, maybe a reviewer and an advertiser. If that falls through, I've got to find a decent graphics package and learn how to make some cool GFX. I have to work on this site, it cost me £85 so I'm not going botch this up...I hope.

Man, I am so tired. I don't think I'll bother getting up early tomorrow :D Maybe around Mid-day will do.



Just a shortie tonight, didn't make one last night, too tired.

Geez these late nights/early mornings are really catching up with me, thing is I can't be bothered to go to bed. Ah Well.

Wow, I'm emotional...



Ok, so that doesn't mean I don't get emotional, I've never really got emotional about this sort of thing mmkay?

http://thefinalaeon.conforums.com/index.cgi?action=display&board=RolePlaying&num=1087099878&start=30

The bottom post is mine and it tells of how I lost my wife and kids to Sin (This is a Role Play based on Final Fantasy X btw) Thing is, I don't usually get too emotional when writing Role Plays, when I'm writing novels I tend to shed a tear or two when its something real emotional (No, I not a pussy. Its called emotions. To all those 'hard' people, I suggest you get some emotions. It'll do you good. (apart from random anger))

But I suggest you check it out.

Such a boring day today.



Ah well, its been ok I guess.

My hattrick team isn't doing too badly now that I've recruited a few new peeps, well I haven't tested them out yet, I should really say I hope my team isn't doing too badly.

OMG - Last night I could not get to sleep.

Gahh, so peeved.

Wow these pics take up large spaces :S  No wait, I just suck at putting them there :D



Wow, first entry. Spooky eh?