http://ffleader.blogdrive.com/ Unreal Reality Mon, 28 Feb 2005 12:45:06 PST http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2005. http://ffleader.blogdrive.com/archive/10.html Mon, 28 Feb 2005 20:40:08 GMT Umm.... Long time? lol Wow I have no idea why I just typed the address in but I thought I might aswell put something to reflect on. I remember last year when having the old interview with the Head about my GCSE options, and the comment he made to me was that I preferred playing Video Games then doing well in life. He also told me that I was going to fail in my life, or words to that effect. And its only just hit me about how true that actually may be. I have no friends. I've never had a girlfriend. My grades are slipping. And it is true, I prefer to play video... (more) http://ffleader.blogdrive.com/comments?id=10 http://ffleader.blogdrive.com/archive/9.html Sun, 26 Sep 2004 17:18:45 GMT "I'm Just A Kid" I woke up it was 7 I waited till 11 Just to figure out that no one would call I think i got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them What's another night all alone? When your spending everyday on your own And here it goes [Chorus:] I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is Having more fun than me Tonight... And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed Staring at these 4 walls again I'll try to think about the last time, I had a... (more) http://ffleader.blogdrive.com/comments?id=9 http://ffleader.blogdrive.com/archive/8.html Thu, 16 Sep 2004 21:01:37 GMT Heyyyyyy! Been a while. I really don't know how I can put this except that I think I'm going to regret doing so many subjects in sixth form. ICT itself is a handful, I have 3 hours of it in a row on tuesdays...and I get 3 different pieces of homework :/ 2 Coursework and 1 Theory. I have so much to do. It feels like I'm doing 8 times the work. (Thanks to friendly neighbourhood Mathematician for that) My CD Rom drive is still buggered so no chance of playing any games or burning any songs to listen to. Just finished reading the Love Hina manga series which I'm pretty chuffed about.... (more) http://ffleader.blogdrive.com/comments?id=8 http://ffleader.blogdrive.com/archive/7.html Sun, 08 Aug 2004 23:48:21 GMT Wow! Its been like, what 10 years since I entered anything in here? Can't be bothered with the little FFXI man thingy, seriously, I am pissed off with Square. Apart from sucking away all my hopes of playing this game by stating that in America you can ONLY pay by Visa/Mastercard and that on amazon.co.uk it seems to out on OCTOBER 22ND instead of August 15th. HOW ANNOYING! I went to Tenerife...holidays, ya know. Booked over the internet. 'Luxury Apartment' Quite cheap as it happens. Here's the run down of shittiness of the holiday :D 1. No hot running water (Had to boil water in... (more) http://ffleader.blogdrive.com/comments?id=7 http://ffleader.blogdrive.com/archive/6.html Mon, 05 Jul 2004 13:58:09 GMT Ok, so long time no post so I'm going to make up for it with a nice long blog. I can just see the enthusiasm ooze out of your ears...yeaah. Anyway. So my website is up! http://www.romancingtrain.com woot! Its all about Final Fantasy Unlimited with a little hint of Final Fantasy aswell. It sucks really. Its severely under construction and lacks colour, and any kind of decent graphics. But its the content that counts? Right? I'm trying to get some kind of staff who can help make some graphics for the site, maybe a reviewer and an advertiser. If that falls through, I've got to find a... (more) http://ffleader.blogdrive.com/comments?id=6 http://ffleader.blogdrive.com/archive/5.html Fri, 02 Jul 2004 00:45:07 GMT Man, I am so tired. I don't think I'll bother getting up early tomorrow :D Maybe around Mid-day will do. Just a shortie tonight, didn't make one last night, too tired. Geez these late nights/early mornings are really catching up with me, thing is I can't be bothered to go to bed. Ah Well. Things are ok, looking forward to my holiday in Spain ^.^ so I can get away from all this technology...pfft. I have plans for a website, I'm not going to tell you the domain name I plan to purchase otherwise you'll buy it before me won't you (spiteful gits) So the screen is now blurry... (more) http://ffleader.blogdrive.com/comments?id=5 http://ffleader.blogdrive.com/archive/4.html Tue, 29 Jun 2004 23:09:55 GMT Wow, I'm emotional... Ok, so that doesn't mean I don't get emotional, I've never really got emotional about this sort of thing mmkay? http://thefinalaeon.conforums.com/index.cgi?action=display&board=RolePlaying&num=1087099878&start=30 The bottom post is mine and it tells of how I lost my wife and kids to Sin (This is a Role Play based on Final Fantasy X btw) Thing is, I don't usually get too emotional when writing Role Plays, when I'm writing novels I tend to shed a tear or two when its something real emotional (No, I not a pussy. Its called emotions. To all those... (more) http://ffleader.blogdrive.com/comments?id=4 http://ffleader.blogdrive.com/archive/3.html Mon, 28 Jun 2004 22:19:57 GMT Such a boring day today. Ah well, its been ok I guess. My hattrick team isn't doing too badly now that I've recruited a few new peeps, well I haven't tested them out yet, I should really say I hope my team isn't doing too badly. OMG - Last night I could not get to sleep. Reason 1. A real strange barking kind of noise every 10 secs didn't help. Reason 2. It was real hot in my bed but real cold out of it :S Reason 3. (a bad idea) I looked over the Final Fantasy XI US website....OMFGOMFOGMOFMOGM. Its looks so cool. The graphics alone are stunning, but reading into the... (more) http://ffleader.blogdrive.com/comments?id=3 http://ffleader.blogdrive.com/archive/2.html Sun, 27 Jun 2004 21:25:40 GMT Gahh, so peeved. Ok I just had to post. This is going to be such a crappy blog but do I care? NOOOOOO! Anyways, Operation Being-an-ass is going successful. I've already managed to peeve off most of Trench Wars. Am I ever gonna get staff? No! Why?! WHY YOU ASK ME?! Because I don't base! Thats why! Because...I'm an Ass!!! FFS, I know I'm being selfish in acting like I'm the only one with problems but I don't care!! GAHH! Kill me! My life is completely shite, I have nothing to look forward to, nothing to live for. One day I'll write a nice long blog on why I can... (more) http://ffleader.blogdrive.com/comments?id=2 http://ffleader.blogdrive.com/archive/1.html Sun, 27 Jun 2004 11:44:34 GMT Wow these pics take up large spaces :S No wait, I just suck at putting them there :D Wow, first entry. Spooky eh? Nope. Oh boy, so school is finished and I have about 8 weeks before I have to go back and what do I do? Go and give myself lots to do! Yeeea! No sitting around for me doing nothing! Instead i'll be sitting around doing lots...yippee. I really just want to chill out for a mo but I have this dude who keeps speaking to me and he's American...(enough said?)...lol but he can't even spell properly and its real bugging me. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! Ok, so I have... (more) http://ffleader.blogdrive.com/comments?id=1